Thursday, July 28, 2011

如果有一天

如果有一天,早晨醒来发现自己不再能看得见,让黑暗遮了眼,那你的容颜也许我永远也不再看得见;如果有一天,天使的手向我彰显,遗弃下来的你我怎舍得让世故时间把你摧残;如果有一天,我忘记了你,也许我已经忘却了全世界;如果有一天,我不再能在你身边,谁来给你擦泪,谁来说在乎?

如果有一天,当你们的吵闹不再是我的闹钟铃声、胡闹不是催眠曲,或许我不再有存在的意义;如果有一天,我不小心进入了那永远没法回头的世界里,最挂念的是最挂念我的;如果有一天,我没法看你们慢慢长大变老,那是我毕生最想完成的一件事;如果有一天,你们必须离我而去,那时候的我能不能坚持走下去?

如果有一天,我们都得飞往世界不同的角落,有些不舍只会埋在心底,而那一天也许已经到来;如果有一天,我们在流逝的岁月里忘记了对方的曾经出现,我们就像两个世界不相识的陌生人;如果有一天,社会的现实和人生的坎坷让我们都不再一样,但愿那曾经一起欢笑流泪抱怨的日子永远藏在记忆的时光宝盒里;如果有一天,我们都慢慢变老,头上的白发不再听使唤的在猛冒,也许我们都戴上老花眼镜,将一字一字输入传到世界,让远方的彼此收到了最温暖的寒暄。

每个天,每一夜,那如果的一天,可不可以请你不要到来?

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

有些爱不能重来,有些人值得等待

写文章需要灵感,更正确的应该是说需要个顺畅的思绪和源源不绝的词汇。当天时地利人和全聚,这篇文章就从此诞生。
离开了那忙碌的生活,回到了现实。这几个星期和一班与自己有着不同思维模式的年轻人混在一块儿,他们改变了我,让我看事情再次多了个新的角度。
我曾崇洋,那是我的生活方式。短短三个星期后的我从口中说出来的华文已是重中国腔。原来中国有的不只是没了良心的人渣,更多的是很美的人与物。我似乎找到了自己的根,我对中华民国不再是抗拒而是种期待和渴望。
回到了有空翻阅报纸的时代,却发现原来现在的自己不再对任何课题有太大的兴趣。当头条不是俏来好消息,当内容让情绪更黑暗,只想让自己沉醉于电子世界里。
能重视,却不是极端;能有意见,却万万不能超出自己所见。自由女神像,只要多或少了一毫米,也许它就得了脊椎问题;当双峰塔少或多了一块砖块,那它们就是问题龙凤胎。有些事情你不能做多或少,你只能做得恰恰好。
从跨州到跨国,当年龄的差距越来越大,我什么也无所谓了。该发生的终究会发生,就算再怎么逃避也没用。也许在那慢慢流逝的岁月里,这匹野马开始累了,开始想安定下来了。
给予这几个星期一起拼的朋友们,谢谢你们在那忙碌的生活里带给了彼此欢乐和鼓励;给予远方的你们,能和你们相识是份礼物,谢谢你们改变了我的观点,祖国一定以你们为傲;给予孩子们,前方的路在你脚下,就算一路上跌跌撞撞,永远记得有一班导师在你前面为你提灯,照亮前方的路;给予你,谢谢你让我遇见了你,是你让我的世界比从前更加美丽。
最终送上赏识教育的一句话:好心情,不抱怨。竖起了大拇指,送上最诚心最深的祝福。朋友们,我们必定会再见。

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

新的开始

消失了一段好长好长的时间。回来后中国腔强了,人晒黑了,样子也变得更疲倦了。短短的三个星期再次改变了自己。再次有种冲动想往中国跑,只是这次不再是上海让我动心,心系内蒙古。

Friday, July 1, 2011

Strike for what people DON'T

Finished 'Three Idiots' in a sense of satisfaction with a smooth internet connection. Getting my eyes on Hindi movie after saying good-bye for so long, and it stunned me, when did they get so good? Still not familiar with Hindi but I'm coping well with subtitles.
How much do you know about me and how much do I know about myself? Finishing the movie makes me to know myself much more better. I don't gain satisfaction for high rankings in academics nor co-curriculum, but I always smile when I immerse myself into new knowledge.
Yea, I worked hard for good result. People put this in the same position for good career and good future. I'm just working hard so that I don't let people down. Disappointments are usual when you've been working really hard, but think deeper, this is only a small portion of life. Workplaces don't require you to recite every case or document, they need your knowledge to cop with all of them. Books are there, and there will be no exams. Studying without any practicals are just perfect theories without being tested. Cop with it, get through it, life has to go on, and things wouldn't end just because you are not doing good.
Life isn't long enough to do everything perfect, but it's long and worth enough for you to try everything. Have you ever spend time to get yourself amazed by the nature's beauty or getting your shirt dirty by dropping ice-cream on it? Sitting down for a dinner and laugh with all your might and it's so loud that everybody is staring at you and their eyes look like: KEEP QUIET or I'll get my shoes in your mouth? Or maybe get yourself a hit that you'll be hurt for the rest of your life? Try them except for the last one, or not you'll regret as I'm now.
Things are going on. They never stop. Get yourself ready to be stumbled, get yourself ready to stand up, and get ready to fight for which make you happy, not what make people happy. Stand on your feet and don't be ashamed for who you are. Your are special, and it's always true.